em>Grace and Peace, all. I was originally planning for the second “BIG QUESTION” to be “Even if you establish that a higher being or creator could exist, why choose the God of Christianity?” But my study of other religous systems has become much more cumbersome than originally anticipated, and I’ll be unable to honestly answer that question for some time. Instead, I am going to jump to some ancillary “BIG QUESTIONS”, not relating directly to Christianity but SPIRITUALITY as a WHOLE.
So, here’s the Question, “So, you’re religious. What if you’re wrong?”
Well, here’s the thing. This is not a “Religious Question.”. This is a personhood question. I find it fascinating that this is often posed by the non-religious to the religious as if the relglious are the only ones who have anything to lose. Bottom line, we all have something to lose, here for certain, and possibly in the afterlife. None of us have 100% “testable evidence” of what happens to an individual’s “self” or “awareness of existence” following death. Just because we declare a person dead does not definitively affirm that the person’s “awareness”, their “self” so to speak, ceases to exist as well. The religious or non-religous are ALL gambling on some belief system. Yes, Atheism is a belief system, and those who adhere to it are doing so on faith, for they cannot definitely prove what happnes to a person’s soul, if one even exists, after death, just as the Christian cannot prove 100% that the soul lives, that is, if it even exists. So, that said, this is a question for all of us, not just the religious. I think all of us need to ask ourselves. “What if I’m wrong about my beliefs?” Well, for me, as a Christian, I have the following thoughts:
First, what if there is no soul and you die and that’s it. Well, if that’s the case, then I’ve not lost anything but those things I have rejected or sacrificed while on earth. Maybe that means I “wasted” time praying, but prayer kept me going, so I maybe I didn’t. Maybe I didn’t get to watch all the porn I wanted or experiement with drugs in the way I would have like, but maybe that’s a good thing. Maybe I “wasted” money by tithing to a church for a mythical religion, but maybe that money was used so someone else could eat. REGARDLESS, it won’t matter to me. If I’m dead, and that’s that, I’ll never know that I wasted anything. I would have died peacefully, believing I tried to live the best life I could within the boundaries I had chosen for myself. If death was it, however, and heaven is not real; and I wasted all these things, or missed it on this-or-that, well, I would never know about it. So, no big loss harm or foul to me.
Second, What if another religion turns out to be true? Well, as far as Islam or religions that are exlcusive from Christina faith and opposed to it, that’d be a problem for me. Damnation to be sure. Fire, maybe. Lots of Pain. For all “regenerative” religious systems, my life of attempting to do good to others and love them despite myself will warrant me good kharma and reward me with good life. For religions that speak of post-material life on an etheral plain, I will simply begin the journey with new understanding. Sure, I may or may not regret this or that choice I made in faith, but I’d have knowledge to move froward from that choice. If scientology is real, then we’re all in trouble…But all that to say, living in a “Christian” lifestyle, if other religions are true, then it could possibly warrant positive rewards, less in the instance of a relgiion that Christianity directly opposes. In those instances, I gambled wrongly, and I made the wrong choice, and I am paying for it. Well, that’s too bad.
I think that covers all the major, broad bases. If I’m wrong and there’s nothing after the consciousness of the mind and the beating of the heart, I’d never know about it, but I would have met that death with peace of mind, believing that I’d go to heaven. Overall, from looking on my life from the outside, Others may believe tha maybe I missed out on this experimental behavior or sin, and some may think that’s bad; but I wouldn’t know so what’s the big deal for me. If another relgiion is true, I could meet one of a thousand fates, but they can be summed up in two major types of ends. First, if a religion directly opposed to Christianity is true, then I would have failed, and I am damned. Second, A religion based in “kharma” or universal justice would look at my life and judge me according. Due to the sacrificial lifestyle demanded by Christianity, , to a point, based on my understanding of these types of systems. So, what if I, C.J. Stunkard, am wrong. Well, I’m fine with the odds that, in the end, I’ll be okay. My being WRONG is straight 50/50 chance. Either Christianity is true and I’m, going to heaven OR I’m wrong and I’m meeting another fate. Within the 50% of my being wrong, I’ve found 3 basic ends: (a) Nothing and I wouldn’t know (b) Universal justice, in which I am confident of the lifestyle I’ve chosen or (c) Damnation. Well, looking at the math, I only really have a 16.67% chance of having a definitive poor result in this scenario. Here’s the math.
Right or Wrong. 50% chance.
3 possible outcomes of wrong. Each 30% chance of 50% overall possibilities.
1 absolutely poor outcome of damnation. 16.67% chance overall of the 100%.
So, that’s that. “What if I’m wrong?” Well, I’m okay with that. Playing “the Odds”, I am pretty confident that I’ll come out, in the end, on top. NOW, this leads to something further which is also important: If there is nothing after life, and my Christian lifestyle doesn’t count for anything but what I doing here and now, are there still benefits to Christianity which Improve the overall quality of my life, so that even if I have the 16% damnation outcome, or one of the other non-Christian outcomes, I still had a BETTER LIFE than I would have without Christianity. Well, I am happy to say that from the way I’m looking at existence, Christainty does IMPROVE my life. Here’s a few of the reasons why,
1) Christianity and my belief in God gives my peace in turmoil, rest in uncertainty, and calm in desperation. Christianity allows for an understanding and hope in time of darkness and loss in that ALL things work together within God’s will and, ultimately, can result in his glory. It enables one to see blessing and possible posistive outcomes in the worst of circumstances and gives its believers a strong confidence in the chaos and insecurity of the world around him/her.
2) Christianity gives one a perspective from which to make choices, and it’s a very solid foundation for living. Should I make this choice? Well, I know it will hurt or anger God, so no, I shouldn’t (unless I am choosing to sin). Is this okay or acceptable? Well, it adheres to my Christian “moral code”, so yeah, I’m alright with that. It gives one a good gauge for making tough decisions. It’s much easier than riding the tide of popular social morals.
3) Christianity has led me to live a better life than I would have. What do I mean by “better”? Well, let me just say that if I knew that this was all there was, I would live this life for maximum pleasure. I wouldn’t be a good person, unless it was to suit my own ends. I’d become wholly Egoistic–acting in my best interest, for my best interest, at all times. That’s because I am not a good person by virtue. Sorry, if I am honest, really honest, than I want to do things for myself and my own purposes far more than I’d want to do things for anyone else. I’m not gonna become a pimp or a murderer, but I am gonna livefor the moment; for if i die tomorrow, that’s it. I understand that some have used Christianity as an excuse for evil. But, for me, in my honest assessment of myself–it’s only been an agent for positive change.
So, that’s my take on this question: “What if I’m wrong?” Well, there’s a 16% chance of definitive hell, a 16% chance that the universe will judge me based on my life choices (and I am confident in the choices I am making), and a 16% chance of not knowing I was wrong (so no harm). In the meantime, Christianity has given me bearings on my understanding this world and engaging it better than I would were I living for myself. I hope this answer is satisfactory. If not, post up a comment and tell what I might have missed. So, my question to you, dear readers and friends, “have you considered your fate? If you are wrong, what’s that mean for you, not just later, but now as well?”
Grace and Peace again, thanks for reading.
Song of the Post: “Runnin’” by Earth, Wind, and Fire from the album All ‘n’ All.